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I was having a Lightworker meltdown.
When suddenly you can see the darkness and pain in our world so clearly and right in to your face. Even though you have been always aware of many things not working out on our planet. This time the scale of it, the darkness of it, the seeming hopelessness of it is so overwhelming, so unbearable and so consuming. It makes you feel like a little speck in the midst of this craziness, unable to do anything about it. Ever.